1.0PoohsDenhttps://www.ourowncorner.com/poohsdenVinithahttps://www.ourowncorner.com/poohsden/author/pooh_admin/rich600338<blockquote class="wp-embedded-content" data-secret="hjk04Xd8wO"><a href="https://www.ourowncorner.com/poohsden/10-years-of-missing/">10 years of missing</a></blockquote><iframe sandbox="allow-scripts" security="restricted" src="https://www.ourowncorner.com/poohsden/10-years-of-missing/embed/#?secret=hjk04Xd8wO" width="600" height="338" title="“10 years of missing” — PoohsDen" data-secret="hjk04Xd8wO" frameborder="0" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" class="wp-embedded-content"></iframe><script type="text/javascript"> /* <![CDATA[ */ /*! This file is auto-generated */ !function(d,l){"use strict";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&"undefined"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!/[^a-zA-Z0-9]/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret="'+t.secret+'"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret="'+t.secret+'"]'),c=new RegExp("^https?:$","i"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display="none";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute("style"),"height"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):"link"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute("src")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener("message",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener("DOMContentLoaded",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll("iframe.wp-embedded-content"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute("data-secret"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+="#?secret="+t,e.setAttribute("data-secret",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:"ready",secret:t},"*")},!1)))}(window,document); //# sourceURL=https://www.ourowncorner.com/poohsden/wp-includes/js/wp-embed.min.js /* ]]> */ </script> How long is 10 years in terms of pain and loss? Does pain reduce in 10 years? Does pain taper down? Does it grow exponentially? Does it disappear? Does it play peek-a-boo? Does the feeling of being abandoned ever go away? I have often wondered it and today I think know the answers. A decade sure is a long time. Many people say pain reduces and you remember the good parts with sadness.The pain of losing my grandfather 10 years ago remains. Still strong. I cannot still talk about him without tearing up. Life has gone on – rather spectacularly. I know he would be happy, content and even proud to see me today. Do you know that nugget of information makes me double in pain? The pain is a physical ache. It makes me sick in my stomach. It makes me lightheaded. It makes me see double. It makes my eyes fill up with tears. It is raw. It makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry forever. It makes me feel defenseless. It remains. I know better in these 10 years. I know the pain will remain and I will valiantly try yet again to […]http://www.ourowncorner.com/poohsden/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/photo-2.jpg