{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"PoohsDen","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.ourowncorner.com\/poohsden","author_name":"Vinitha","author_url":"https:\/\/www.ourowncorner.com\/poohsden\/author\/pooh_admin\/","title":"Mornings are difficult &#8212; PoohsDen","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"h95ZIUqQhU\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.ourowncorner.com\/poohsden\/mornings-are-difficult\/\">Mornings are difficult<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/www.ourowncorner.com\/poohsden\/mornings-are-difficult\/embed\/#?secret=h95ZIUqQhU\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Mornings are difficult&#8221; &#8212; PoohsDen\" data-secret=\"h95ZIUqQhU\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script type=\"text\/javascript\">\n\/* <![CDATA[ *\/\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/www.ourowncorner.com\/poohsden\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n\/* ]]> *\/\n<\/script>\n","description":"It has been little more than a year since I went back to work. 14+ months of daycares for kuttyma. 14+ months of saying goodbyes in the mornings. And what a ride it has been. For me it has always been super-hard saying goodbye in the mornings. Whether she goes happily in, sulks or is in tears I am worried . I have tried to put a strong front in the mornings and it has had me in tears as I carried on, as recently as last month. But it is a way of life &#8211; I have no regrets and we move on. The initial days were super hard and recently with the transition to Singapore and a new playschool it has been back to tears and sulks. But it has changed &#8211; you know in the typical toddler way &#8211; a few days of tears and then she is fine. Recently, when I leave in the mornings to work I get a different kind of send-off. She comes running into my arms, hugs me, kisses me, tells me she loves me and sees me off with a &#8220;have fun mommy&#8221;. It melts my heart &#8211; I could forever [&hellip;]"}