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Some moments feel heavy. There is this weight that pushes me down and makes it uncomfortable. It feel hard to breathe and just focus on the future. The moments leading up to the heaviness were always a blessing. I try to think back to the joy. The happiness I had to experience to feel the heaviness. The moments leading to the heaviness. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

But all I feel is a numbness and heaviness as I say goodbyes. As I wonder when next. Even when I know when next exactly is. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Heavy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Some moments feel heavy. There is this weight that pushes me down and makes it uncomfortable. It feel hard to breathe and just focus on the future. The moments leading up to the heaviness were always a blessing. I try to think back to the joy. The happiness I had to experience to feel the heaviness. The moments leading to the heaviness. But all I feel is a numbness and heaviness as I say goodbyes. As I wonder when next. Even when I know when next exactly is. 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